12:40, Tuesday afternoon
Just returned from the polls, wearing my "I Voted" sticker. I've never had this kind of faith in a presidential candidate before--even when I was my son's innocent age watching as my own proud mother pulled the curtain to cast her vote for Jimmy Carter. In my adulthood, I have happily voted for Dukakis, for Clinton, for Gore, for Kerry. But I could not imagine that any of them could live up to what I wanted, what we needed, in a leader.
Today it is different. I don't know what people felt when they pulled the ballot for FDR, for Kennedy. Like I do today? I keep thinking about what Martin Luther King called "the fierce urgency of now." Now it is our responsibility, our time. "We are the ones we have been waiting for!"
2:40pm, Tuesday afternoon
I am weeping. How can a 40-something-year-old woman be so emotional in the face of possibility? "In the unlikely story that is America, there has never been anything false about hope."
4:40pm, Tuesday afternoon
Son is taking a late-afternoon nap in preparation for a late evening watching the returns. I think about my 9yo boy and the fear he has faced this year as he came into awareness of climate change, of peak energy, of bits of the financial crisis. I want this time ahead of us to be filled not just with whatever difficulties we must face but also with the hope, the caring, the sense of duty that Obama inspires in Americans. "And these are our hands; What are we gonna build with them?"